What does my dream mean?
Posted: May 5th, 2011 | Author: admin | Filed under: Questions | Tags: blade, cars, clothing stores, convoy, good dream, heap, one of the guys, pair of scissors, Pocket knife, rage, scary dream, screw drivers, weird stuff | 5 Comments »A few weeks ago something very bad happened to me. I was raped. I had a very scary dream the other night which was related to what has happened to me.
It started off as a very good dream. I was shopping in my favourite clothing stores, it was all very bright and colourful, i was happy. Then i was kidnapped, all of a sudden i was stuck in a car with a whole heap of guys. one of the guys was the one who had raped me. He was saying he was going to take me away and smash me and rape me again. I felt a sense of rage i started punching him and letting it all out on him. It had no effect all. Before i knew it i was in the middle of no where. Waiting… i knew what was coming i was scared. I pulled out my phone and text someone for help. Anyone. Then a car pulled up. It was one of my friends donna ( she has been raped before and i have been wanted to tell her what had happened to me for a while because i feel she would be my best support) She was there to save me. I felt relived. She told me it would all be ok and she was going to take me far away out of this place. I was crying i could feel the tears pouring out. I thought we were safe until a convoy of cars started following us until we were eventually cornered and helpless. I was dragged out of the car and beaten. Someone hit me over the head and i was on the ground. I picked up a pocket knife. Frantically i tryed to find the blade, but there was no blade just screw drivers and weird stuff. I found a pair of scissors and stabbed this guy it the back repeatively and then stabbed him in the head. He pulled them out of his head and stabbed me in the leg. Eventually the police came to the rescue. Suddenly i was somewhere else. I was in my class room everything was normal. My friend who had tryed to save me was sitting behind me. She asked me why they wanted to hurt me why was i taken away and kidnapped. I told her… I was raped.
I woke up crying.…
Yes i was actually raped about a month ago… also ive heard that the guy who raped me wants to smash me so thats probably causing the nightmares because im scared.
You are probably tramatized and should go see a counslerr or a therapist
The dream was one of fighting. A healthy dream for you considering the terrible thing that occurred. You fought in the dream and won, even though the things you found were not good weapons. So it means in real life now, you have to learn to use better weapons. Martial arts comes to mind. Martial arts is the beginning of fighting and learning to fight. you have to start somewhere maybe there would be the natural place.
This dream is obviously related to what happened to you, as you said, but I’m not sure whether or not there is a significant meaning in it… If there is, I would probably say that you should tell your friend, and probably someone else you trust as well. Of course, there is a good chance that this dream is just a nightmare caused by what happened… Either way, I would still suggest telling your friend, and maybe going to see a psychiatrist. I hope this helps
When you say the guy who raped you do you mean you were raped before. If so, you’re just having a nightmare. If not, then you’re just having a weird dream.
First you need to go to your local police station (if you haven’t already) and report the guy and then asap seek therapy and tell the therapist what you posted here in detail. This person will help you deal with the incident butif you don’t get professional help now, you will have the nightmares recur and you life will never get back on track. Therapy is very important and necessary after what you have been through. Please have your parents find someone and take you on a going basis and stay with it.