I totally messed up. How can I fix it?

Before I start, let me please get something straight. I know this is WRONG and I KNOW I deserve this. But I’m a very sensitive person so no mean comments or rude suggestions, everything really gets to me . Thank you.

But anyways me and my guy bestfriend "tony" always hang out after school and even he comes to my house 1 hour before school. We don’t date but my mother says we should date (thats a first considering she wouldn’t even allow me to use a sharp knife alone to cut food up) but I don’t want to date him because, ok to be honest HES A PLAYER! I known him for 10 years (since we were both 4) and he always asks me out but i say no because i don’t date lifetime friends, only short term.

To make a long story short, we were hanging out in my room last night, he was going to stay until midnight (we have no school today because report cards are getting sent out) so we can work on our project that is due this friday. We finshed 3 hours early at around 9:32 PM or so and I don’t wanna sound weird or anything but I was feeling verrrrrrrry horny lol. I trusted my best friend a lot and I don’t have a boyfriend or anything. I told him I was horny and he said I can help you with that. Then he started kissing my neck and started stripping me. I was really scared and my heart was thumping fast, but I liked it lol. He gave me oral then he got up and got a condom out of his jacket pocket and started to put it on. After he put it on, he gave me oral one last time for 5 mins or whatever then he went in!!! He went in and out about 3 times then my mom came in without knocking. She had two glasses of tea for us. She immediatley dropped them and yelled at us. "tony" left early and My mom scolded at me until 2 in the morning (no lie).

I woke up this morning and i said hi to her and she just gave me the cold shoulder. She called me a whore, slut, tweaker, easy girl, fast ect. I started crying and my dad knew what happened already ("tony" explained to him while he was on the way out my house) my dad just told my mom "Well they are normal teens, they have feelings like this all the time." and my mom yelled loud enough for me to hear "welll she’s so retarded for doing that! she could get pregnant and i’m not helping that whore if she does." I heard my dad yell at her then he came to my room and comforted me. My mom went to work for the day and my dad is asleep right now.

How can I get her to forgive me or be happy? I really think she hates me and she is overreacting Don’t you think???

NO MEAN COMMENTS please i’m really upset. Just be nice once and be a d**k to someone else =(

~Michelle F.
my mom and dad’s relationship is fine. my dad is always more sympathetic towards than my mother. even when i’m 2 mins past curfew, she loses it. my dad doesn’t really care. he says "hey as long as ur home, its fine"

read this and tell me if you would continue reading this?

Hmph I’ve been waiting a long time but this has never happened he was standing in a dark alley someone holding a gun to his head there are two things he couldve done grab the knife in my pocket and hold it to his neck or punch him then run and call for help thats the person i know but its to late now my brothers dead i have to let go now He was more than a brother to me he was my best friend. we never fought.

Its been ten years now and i still havent gotten over my brother. i still live in the house we grew up when he died i was only 13 still young but he wasnt there for my birthday today when i turn 24 he died on my birthday he has never missed one of my birthdays i looked at the window stood next to it and opened i thought of jumping to see my brother again but i saw people who cared about me behind me so i shut the window and i cut the cake then went upstairs then i hit the wall it felt hallow
then i knocked on the other side of the wall it was stiff i opened it then i saw books papers one had a list of names one had a handwriting i couldnt read the only word i could make out was assasinate

Please tell Me What You Think….Open for advice and suggestions TEEN Novel?

"This can not get out or we are all in trouble"Natalie stated.
Natalie was covered in blood.
"Of course it can’t, I have a promising future as a supermodel not to mention prom queen and my brand new BMW."
"I didn’t pay that geek to cheat and get straight A’s for me this school year for nothing" Casey added pulling out a nail file.
‘Is that all you’re worried about Casey!" Liz yelled.
"I think we should call the police and tell the truth!" Liz said.
"We’re not calling anyone" Natalie yelled.
She began to cry. Liz knew it was all an act she wasn’t sincere at all.
"He raped me Liz! What about me ?
"I’m your best friend and you’re taking Brad’s side" Natalie sobbed.
"Look Brad doesn’t have a side! Casey interrupted.
He’s dead and its getting pretty darn late I have to get my dad’s car back like..Right now"
Casey opened the trunk and reached for Brad’s leg.
Brad surprisingly jumped up grabbing Casey’s head.
"Aaargh" Casey screamed in pain as Brad got out of the trunk covered in blood.
"Just leave me alone Natalie I don’t want you anymore" he said weakly.Blood was coming out of his mouth. He was losing alot of blood.
Natalie screamed charging towards him. Pulling a knife out of her back pocket as she made her way closer. It was too late. the blade connected with Brad’s head before he could throw his arms up.
Caesy fell in the sand on top of him.Casey was crying hysterically now. Liz stood in shock witnessing the murder her best friend had just commited.
"Asshole" Casey screamed kicking the lifeles body.
She realised that Brad had pulled some of her hair out. She began kicking him repeatedly until Natalie stopped her.
"Come on Casey let’s get this over with" Natalie grabbed one leg as they pulled him near the water. The whole time Natalie didn’t take her eyes off of Liz. Who stood shaking.
I do this for fun. But I have problems sticking to a plot ugh lol but I think I want to stick to this one. 3 girls best friends since kindergarden share a dark secret. But as they grow apart they start to get suspicious of one another. and become frenemies

I don't know what to do?

My ex boyfriends bestfriend (sam) has come to me saying that 3 of his friends (one of them being my ex) never want to talk to him again. I don’t know what to say to make things ok. All 3 of them are together and won’t tell him what he has done wrong.
My ex also asked him to lie to me, about braking his leg and his arm, no clue why. He’s now completely lost my trust. He lies. My ex also brought a knife into school and one of the teachers spotted it in his pocket, they said he should get a health check or he’d be expelled.

He only told his best friend (sam) what was going on, because he could trust him. Sam helped him through alot. Now my ex has turned against him for no reason. He says that it’s because he hasnt spent much time with them, only because he hasn’t been invited to things.
pls help, i dont know what to say or do to make things right.
x

what should i do about this?

basically, i’ve got quite a few best friends, 2 being Soraya and Isabella. Isabella is in my school and Soraya left at the end of the last term. A girl called Morgan, who’s really rude to me and has previously threatened to break my nose, is now threatening to beat up Soraya and Isabella on the bus. It was her and around 6 of her friends, including the girl who Isabella thought was her best friend. Her own friends were conspiring today against her to see how they could "bang her up" on the bus, for "spreading rumours" which she didn’t do.
Soraya’s friend Ife from her new school is in a big fight with Morgan because Morgan was slagging her off and being really rude to her. Morgan then did a runner of the bus because Ife put her hand in her pocket and Morgan thought she’d pull out a knife! (she doesn’t have pockets though )
Apparently, Soraya and Isabella told everyone, which only Soraya did because Morgan is so rude to me and my other friend.
I told Soraya and she kept saying how it’s out of order and how she’ll confront Morgan, and I told Isabella and she cried and said she doesn’t want to come into school tommorow.
I’m only telling Soraya, Isabella and my other friend that we all know who’s no longer in our school.

What shall I do about the whole thing though?

Does my dream mean something?

I don’t care if it doesn’t, but I was just kind of curious. So the other night I had a dream that me and like 6 or 7 of my friends were at my best friend’s house. But instead of her backyard being her normal backyard, it looked like her front yard and let down to a marsh and a creek (there’s marsh and creek in her neighborhood) and we saw this massive crocodile and my best guy friend (also my best friend’s boyfriend) jumped onto it and started wrestling it and pulled a knife out of his pocket and began stabbing it in the stomach. We were all screaming "No, stop! It’s and endangered species!" But he was like "NOOOOO" and killed it! Then we began walking to the other side of her yard and saw another and he did the same thing! Does this mean something or am I just having weird dreams? Just curious, I don’t really care either way.

Serious girl problem!?

Ok, so there is this girl i know. I met her last summer, in a film class. we made some pretty nice films together actually, and she’s pretty nice herself. She told me her mom is DYING to meet me lol.

Anyway, about last month i saw her again. I had seen her maybe 1-2 more times over those 6 months. then, on that day, she came to me and explained she had a problem. She was taking a film class (Same place, i just didn’t know about it), and she was asked to put 4 names in a hat for people who will help her make another film. Then she told me she had put MY name in the hat even though i wasn’t taking the class (she thought i was). She asked me to join, and i accepted. Later, her best friend backstabbed her and forced her to confess she liked me (Well yeah maybe but that’s beside the topic).

The next day, i got a call from her. We talked for like an hour. Then she told me she was an assassin. A japenese samurai, fighting a hidden war with ninjas. At first, i thought it was insane. But then, a few of the pieces fell into place. Like last summer, she left the class briefly on a trip to japan. I noticed a small knife in her pocket the day before. There was a guy who had sunglasses on, and when she saw him (I was with her), she fled. Then, she told me she was grounded for a year. She claimed her mom found bookrack being a secret swordrack, and i haven’t been able to call her since.
I have a serious feeling that she is lying.

I don’t know what to do. Is she lying? Is she an assassin? Should i stay away from her? will she try to kill me?
Wow these are very offensive answers.
No i didn’t say i liked her.
And, finally, as it says in my profile, i’m 13.
And i know maybe i shouldn’t have asked that question, but this is serious. I do not waste 5 points on Yahoo answers ever.

Do any of you guys think this is good.?

Rap 1

VERSE 1
50 grams of coke in my numbed out body
I’m dying inside but I’m thinking
Bout somebody, that motherfucking
Junkie took me straight to the
Top, my best friend dead on the floor
My empires stopped, but fuck this shit
This may be the coke talking, ill bury
Those fucks then ill keep on snorting.

CHORUS (SUNG NOT RAPPED)

The world is yours
X2

Stand and applause
X2
Cause this bad guy’s your’s
X2

kayyyy and applause

VERSE 2

An m16 from the bottom of the cabinet
Cause I’m still standing and taking bullets
Like a magnet, shoot me all you want
Motherfucker cause my heart just gets colder
And all my attempts just get motherfucking bolder
I got a knife in my pocket and it signifies glory
These guns are to me what a judge is to a jury
I know my demise will be a passionate story.

CHORUS 2

VERSE 3
It flashes through my head
A life of sin , death , and misery
and that the thought of human kindness bewildered me
I think maybe my life could have been worth more
Then this fucked up dream cos im the devils whore
And I know my last days will be spent in a box
Made of cheap half grade wood and buried under the rocks

Im 13 and my girlfriend broke up with me recently and i got so mad that i cut myself… Is this ok?

Ok, my girlfriend and i were dating for about 4 months. She gave me my first kiss and i fell in love with her… A few days ago she broke up with me for my best friend. I was so angry and sad that i punched my wall until my knuckles were bleeding, then i grabbed my pocket knife and slit my wrist multiple times… Someone please help me with this…

Something every dad needs…?

What is something every dad needs, or would love? I am giving a gift to two dads(mine and my best friends). My dad has like everything that he could want, and hates clutter and junk so if he wont use it it goes in the trash. My best friends dad is kinda the same way, and he hates golf, so don’t suggest that. My dad has nice clubs, and has so man tie clips. No cuff links. And I can’t call my best friend and ask him, and I don’t really know what guys love cause im a chick.

oh no pocket knives, flasks, etc. thanks ♥♥